So now it was the time to tell Tracy how I really felt about him, for up until this moment he only know tha I missed him and that I had something to talk to him about.

So we were laying in the bed, I was laying on my side and he was laying on his back. My head was resting on his chest. I had told him what I wanted to talk to him about wasn't bad and actually it would make him quite happy. So at this point he was really pushing for me to get started. I kept stalling because I was still afraid, even tho I knew he loved me. Finally he just asked me if this had anything to do with what I was going to say to him at the bolwing alley (that was when I almost told him I loved him), and by the way what was I gonna say to him at the bowling alley?

So I said the hell with it and I told him I was going to tell him I loved him. He smiled and said he knew that and asked me if it was true. I said yes, I did love him. He pulled me up so we were face to face and told me he thought he would never hear those words from me, that he loved me from the first week we started seeing each other.

Tracy and I spent a happy week or two together and I decided to ask him to move in. It was only right, I mean afterall, he was there all the time. He did live there just not any of his stuff was there. So the next weekend Tracy brought all his stuff over and moved in.

I really loved having him call this place home and I loved being with him. After about two or three weeks, we decided to go out to see some friends of mine perform. During this time Tracy and I were discussing the fact that he had never seen me drunk. Well, I rarely drink, but this night I was in the mood to, so I decided to get drunk and boy did I ever! It seems Tracy may have had an alternet reason for wanting me to get drunk.

We came home from the bar and went to bed. It was soooooooo funny, because we have a waterbed and drunks and waterbeds don't mix. I kept telling Tracy that I wanted to fool around and in the same breath telling him that I thought I was going to be sick. Lololol As you can imagine we did not mess around that night. During this, Tracy started to ask me a question and then stopped. I kept at him to ask me what he was going to until he asked me to marry him! Get me drunk then ask me to marry you! Well I said yes (I would have said yes if I was sober too!)

Now that is really not the purposel that either one of us had in mind and Tracy spoke to Jamie about how I wanted it done. Those two began plotting. One night during one of Jamie's shows (Jamie's a drag queen), Jamie announced that there was going to be a surprise for me at the end of the show. Throughtout the entire show the queens kept dedicating songs to me and Tracy. Finally Jamie pulled me up on stage and planted me firmlly in a chair. At that point he handed me a rose, then another friend came on stage with a rose, and 5 more followed, with Tracy carrying 3 and a wine glass that had Tracy and a heart then Hollie (my real name). Inside the glass was an engagment ring. Tracy dropped to his knee there on the stage and asked me to become his wife. I was stunned and very happy! It was the greatest night of my life. And when I said yes the crowd went nuts! It was spelndid!